beautiful mess....

memang messy gilee hari ni....
but it was beautiful.....
and im so lucky....
i know....

it's just luck...



hari ni... exam yg paling mengancam sekali dalam dunia.....
exam yg kene prepare selama setahun...
tapi cume kene present selama 20 minit....
and the best part is.... it depends totally on LUCK......


yeah LUCK!!!

beautiful mess kan.....

kalau dapat doctor baik yang evaluate korang... mmg bestla....
tapi kalau dapat doctor baik tp strict pon bahaya jugak....
yelaa... ingatkan da boleh score....
memang all out....
skali tak mcm yg diharapkan pon.....
susah jugak terlalu berharap ni.....
aish....
kalau dapat doctor yg totally strict lagi susah....
mcm tersumbat ikan ayam... tak boleh nak explain sebab nervous breakdown....
huhuhu.....

yah rilex ye....
jgn amek diazepam btol2....

tapi...
ALHAMDULILLAH....
i handled it well i guess.....
and i was lucky cause the doctors were so kind to give me the chance to talk...
even with my non-perfect basic science....
huaaa......
sangat cuak....
cuak cuak cuak.......
cuak ok....
boleh plak terjatuh on the way nak g crime scene (ceh... hahaha...)
memang messy btol....
but luckily i didnt freak out... eventhough I AM A FREAK....
i should be more careful next time....
i really should....

ok but overall... even it is not perfect...
i am satisfied....
at least my hard work berbaloilaa jugak....
mmg gilelaa penangan si socca ni.....
tak kisahla how rock you are.... how cool you are.... how hot you are...... how cute you are...
how freak you are.... how simple you are....
once you are a med student..... YOU ARE THE NERD!!!
ok admit it....
hahahha.....

no wonderlaa my friend pon tak suke you
(ok takde kaitan...)

hari ni last day boleh gune internet...
tamo bayar internet utk next month....
nanti tak stadi....
hehhe....
7 paper lagi beb....
takleh main2 ni.....
kadang2 luck tak dtg mcm tu je....
kene usaha jugak....
betul ke betul?
(^_~)v


ok dis maybe WILL BE my last entry before heading to bali....
YEAH....
BALI ya'll..............
pastu balik rumah....
yehaaa....
nak puasa kat rumah....
da lame tak g bazar ramadhan.....
mau......
tapi maybela....
manelaa tau ade org baik hati nak share account internet die ngan saye....
kan yan kan.... =p


eh tetibe wmp pasang bukan untukku-rio febrian
-tadi karok lagu ni.... tapi kenape tak sedap ek.... rio nyanyi sedap je....-
*wandering wondering*


ok sebelum saye pergi....
nak share some food for souls.....
(^_^) -BOSTON-AUGUSTANA


In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
This world you must have crossed

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I Think that I'm just tired
I Think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I Think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Oh yeah

You don't know me and you don't even care
Oh Yeah

Boston
Where no one knows my name (yeah)
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name (yeah)
Boston
Where no one knows my name




love the sound...
but no worries baby....
i wont go anywhere....
i promise.... ill face everything....
with my own strength....
i promise....

I KAN FREAK...... (^_~)V