itulah persoalannya sekarang... susahlah nak dare diri sendiri... dah banyak kali try tapi last-last mesti kalah jugak... even nak buat the simplest solution like this pun have to consider many things. leceh betul kalau banyak fikir ni.
dude, do you any suggestion, how to be happy just by being me?
are u asking me?someone who wrote petty depressing stuff.salah orang ni awak tanya.haha
but, here is the thing, kalo awak tgk orang yg life is better, mmg la rasa down. so tgk la org yang lagi teruk suffer. bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.i know its a cliche advise but it still the best solution so far. lagipun you are a doctor arent you? bukannya someone yang tak ada matlamat hidup,and tak ada kerja lagi macam saya.haha
hahaha.... im not a doctor yet... baru dokter muda. =p sometimes patients called me ibu suster (nurse) instead of ibu dokter =p
Nice one!! you are 100% right. good advise from someone who wrote petty, depressing stuff. =D
overall im happy with what i have and had. but as a normal human being, im a bit greed. ok, tipu. i am VERY GREEDY =P
im good at holding things... my stuffs are all in good condition. what im bad with is in relationship with other human being. not to strangers but to those who are close or used to be close. and most of the time, these are the matters that bothers me... and automatically influence my mood.
im nicer with strangers.
see i can curhat (curahan hati) with you but this never came out from my mouth when im with my friends....
arrrgghhh... im pathetic. i guess i am the real freak.
okay. i have to ask.whats the difference between doktor muda and doktor?haha.you are practicing medic in Indonesia isnt it?
well, in this case, to do a curhat, u have to find someone who would really listen to you. i know what are you going through. yang sebenarnya, apa yang awak nak actually is, bercakap and luahkan semuanya. you wouldnt mind if your fren doesnt respond to it.all she/he need to is listen kan?dengar je apa awak bebel. and kadang2 je dia bersuara sikit. sebab apa yang awak bebelkan tu semua da siap sekali ngan solution and whats the best way to avoid problem and so on. all you want is a good fren who would say "yes", "no"," i think thats@not the best way......" kan?hehe.
sebab human memang macam tu, memang kena let go all those things.kena curhat.tapi kite takut because all of those feeling buat kite nampak weak.ego kita tinggi nak buat macam kita tak perlukan pertolongan orang.saya pun macam tu. and gladly, i have a friend who would listen to all my crap+madness pasal kehidupan. he would sit down and try to listen...padahal kadang2 dia bukan dengar pun..sebab nampak dia main FB or laptop.pastu bile tanya pendapat, dia macam "ntahla".hahaha... the thing is,we just need someone/something to let it go.tak perlu pun dia jadi respondent yang bagus and cakap banyak.and luckily me, dia jenis penyenyap.im the one who talkative type. so cari la someone yang macam itu.it helps.
and strangers do help too.thats why i started to write in blog =)
OMG..... you are very understanding. it's like you can read my mind.
"someone who would really listen to you" that's the key point im searching for.
one of my friend listen and forget... so i was like, "are you really listening?" so in the end, i keep it to myself
the other listen half of it, and suddenly just went away like the conversation is over.. and i was like "eh, tak habis cerita lagi kot..." and so in the end, i keep it to myself
and for the others, i prefer to not to talk at all. because i assume they dont care. and again, i keep it to myself.
so for the last resort. i keep it to myself and sometimes when it is too much for me to hold, i pour it down to strangers.
sometimes i wonder, am i too boring till no one would listen. or am i too complicated to be understood.
hahaha, you caught me when you raised up the ego part...
take good care of your friend. he's a treasure!
you are a nice, sweet guy. i wish you happiness. always. =)
haha.cari orang yang vice versa dengan you. if you think you are talkative, cari yang yang silent.jangan cari the same type.confirm sembang merapu.
and lucky for me, my friend has the same horoscope with me,so memang dari segi sifat memang sama. cuma dia cool sebab dia tak banyak cakap.konon lo-fi and cool.and attract more girls.haha. btw, he's taken.kalo tak i boleh kenalkan dengan u. hehe. and guess what, his girl are talkative and havoc.so, i could say in r/ship, u have to vice versa with each other.complete each other.
bout that "complicated to be understood", i do feel the same.that is why i write.we are just lunatic =)
and u too dear, i wish u the same.semoga kamu baik2 sahaja.InsyaAllah.
p/s: harry potter is too cute, i prefer Ron Weasley because of his insecurities and dumb-witty =P
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that is the simplest solution. but do u dare to?
itulah persoalannya sekarang... susahlah nak dare diri sendiri... dah banyak kali try tapi last-last mesti kalah jugak...
even nak buat the simplest solution like this pun have to consider many things. leceh betul kalau banyak fikir ni.
dude, do you any suggestion, how to be happy just by being me?
are u asking me?someone who wrote petty depressing stuff.salah orang ni awak tanya.haha
but, here is the thing, kalo awak tgk orang yg life is better, mmg la rasa down. so tgk la org yang lagi teruk suffer. bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.i know its a cliche advise but it still the best solution so far. lagipun you are a doctor arent you? bukannya someone yang tak ada matlamat hidup,and tak ada kerja lagi macam saya.haha
hahaha.... im not a doctor yet... baru dokter muda. =p sometimes patients called me ibu suster (nurse) instead of ibu dokter =p
Nice one!! you are 100% right. good advise from someone who wrote petty, depressing stuff. =D
overall im happy with what i have and had. but as a normal human being, im a bit greed. ok, tipu. i am VERY GREEDY =P
im good at holding things... my stuffs are all in good condition. what im bad with is in relationship with other human being. not to strangers but to those who are close or used to be close. and most of the time, these are the matters that bothers me... and automatically influence my mood.
im nicer with strangers.
see i can curhat (curahan hati) with you but this never came out from my mouth when im with my friends....
arrrgghhh... im pathetic. i guess i am the real freak.
okay. i have to ask.whats the difference between doktor muda and doktor?haha.you are practicing medic in Indonesia isnt it?
well, in this case, to do a curhat, u have to find someone who would really listen to you. i know what are you going through. yang sebenarnya, apa yang awak nak actually is, bercakap and luahkan semuanya. you wouldnt mind if your fren doesnt respond to it.all she/he need to is listen kan?dengar je apa awak bebel. and kadang2 je dia bersuara sikit. sebab apa yang awak bebelkan tu semua da siap sekali ngan solution and whats the best way to avoid problem and so on. all you want is a good fren who would say "yes", "no"," i think thats@not the best way......" kan?hehe.
sebab human memang macam tu, memang kena let go all those things.kena curhat.tapi kite takut because all of those feeling buat kite nampak weak.ego kita tinggi nak buat macam kita tak perlukan pertolongan orang.saya pun macam tu. and gladly, i have a friend who would listen to all my crap+madness pasal kehidupan. he would sit down and try to listen...padahal kadang2 dia bukan dengar pun..sebab nampak dia main FB or laptop.pastu bile tanya pendapat, dia macam "ntahla".hahaha... the thing is,we just need someone/something to let it go.tak perlu pun dia jadi respondent yang bagus and cakap banyak.and luckily me, dia jenis penyenyap.im the one who talkative type. so cari la someone yang macam itu.it helps.
and strangers do help too.thats why i started to write in blog =)
http://mrwickedsoul.blogspot.com/2010/10/thanks-mate.html
read my post.i think its related.that is the reason why i write in blog =)
OMG.....
you are very understanding.
it's like you can read my mind.
"someone who would really listen to you" that's the key point im searching for.
one of my friend listen and forget... so i was like, "are you really listening?" so in the end, i keep it to myself
the other listen half of it, and suddenly just went away like the conversation is over.. and i was like "eh, tak habis cerita lagi kot..." and so in the end, i keep it to myself
and for the others, i prefer to not to talk at all. because i assume they dont care. and again, i keep it to myself.
so for the last resort. i keep it to myself and sometimes when it is too much for me to hold, i pour it down to strangers.
sometimes i wonder, am i too boring till no one would listen. or am i too complicated to be understood.
hahaha, you caught me when you raised up the ego part...
take good care of your friend. he's a treasure!
you are a nice, sweet guy. i wish you happiness. always. =)
owh btw, i already read your post before.
"We are just lunatic, who happened to write as escapism, because no one understand us, the way we understand them and humanity."
100% accurate!!!
i think you are harry potter with magic wand. you bring out truth about life with your magic words.
haha.cari orang yang vice versa dengan you. if you think you are talkative, cari yang yang silent.jangan cari the same type.confirm sembang merapu.
and lucky for me, my friend has the same horoscope with me,so memang dari segi sifat memang sama. cuma dia cool sebab dia tak banyak cakap.konon lo-fi and cool.and attract more girls.haha. btw, he's taken.kalo tak i boleh kenalkan dengan u. hehe. and guess what, his girl are talkative and havoc.so, i could say in r/ship, u have to vice versa with each other.complete each other.
bout that "complicated to be understood", i do feel the same.that is why i write.we are just lunatic =)
and u too dear, i wish u the same.semoga kamu baik2 sahaja.InsyaAllah.
p/s: harry potter is too cute, i prefer Ron Weasley because of his insecurities and dumb-witty =P
hahaha.... tapi ron weasley bukan main actor.... =p
thanks dude!!!
for the advise, for the wish, and for everything...
semoga kamu juga will be baik-baik saja...
you are right. sometimes all you want (i want actually) is someone to listen. you listened to me and i felt relieved...
thanks again mr stranger. =D
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