i need a hug, but surely not from you darling.

i think it was not a good idea after all.
all i wanna do is to make you part of my life by sharing on what's new...
and guess what?
i was wrong.
you'll never be part of mine because for you everyone is wrong
and worst, you make them feel they're wrong too.
i need someone to share, you dont have to do anything. just listen.
but you make an extra effort. YOU JUDGED.
so nice of you...

i dont know why i told you in the first place.

it's ok. im fine. i just need to learn from this mistake. you are still my friend.
i can be you problem-listener. i wont judge. like you did. i promise.
let me be your friend for your-benefit.

but dont expect me to open my world for you. eh, you dont even care kan, kawan?